My Long Lost Friend (Love)

Yesterday finally I managed to locate my long lost friend in the facebook. Actually she was my girlfriend when I was still in my late teens in the late 80s. Somehow we drifted apart for a while and lost touch. though we did not break off officially. Over the years I had wanted to find out how is she. But I had lost her contact number. Also at that time, we were not in the internet age and there is no facebook. So it was hard to find somebody once you have lost contact.

I had found out that she had asked somebody to pass me a letter asking me to wait at the Orchard MRT. But I did not go as I did not receive that letter. So all these years she had thought I was heartless. I know I had broken her heart.

Imagine those years we have to resort to letter writing to communicate. If at that time if handphones were invented, she could have smsed me instead of giving me a letter through her friend.

Well life has to move on. I am happy that she is no longer angry with me and we are now able to sms each other. I am now a divorcee and I am glad that she is happily married with 2 children. I guess it was a blessing in disguise that we are not together as she has found somebody better than me.

Therefore I urge all those who are heart broken because of failed relationships or some heartless creatures, do not despair as that someone better will come along your way.

If you love somebody, set him or her free if she or he does not love you anymore. Afterall you deserve somebody who loves you.

Do not break other's hearts if not retributions will come your way. I am a good example. At 41, my miss right is still somewhere out there and I will probably never be able to find her till i bite the dust.

Blog why

Frankly I also don't know why did I create a blog since I know there will not be a single Earthling or even Martian who will be interested to read my blog. Perhaps my head got blocked so I just don't know what I am doing. Or perhaps I am still dreaming that someday somehow someone will read my blog. Perhaps that day will come when I finally bite the dust. Unless of course I am a celebrity, politician, serial killer, banker or that guy who sings worse than William Hung. Anyway who cares if nobody goes to my blog. There will always be somebody who will appreciate my blog and that person is me. Okay then I will put my thoughts, frustrations, dreams, regrets, confessions, etc in my blog.

Where are the bloody buses?

Frankly I doubt anybody who can afford to own a car & pay all those ERP, parking, petrol charges, etc etc etc will seriously want to switch to the public transport. Waiting for the buses which usually take long long to come cannot prolong your life as you will have heart attack and blood vessels burst in time to come due to the agony and stress of waiting long long for the buses to come.

Oh where is the money? So I can buy a car fast fast.

STUPID BUS DRIVERS

I simply don't understand why SBS calls their drivers captains. As captains, they should ensure the comfort of their passengers. But the bus is either too cold or hot. Too early or late. Everytime they will drive so slow that even the bicycles can go faster than them. They also like to jerk the stupid buses so much that I feel stupid myself.... why can't I afford to buy a car? The reason is simply simple...cos I was stupid and didn't know how to make money. So now I have no choice but to depend on the stupid buses and the drivers.

toto

It is strange that there are so many people chasing the impossible dream... On hindsight if there are no silly people like us, there are not many who gets richer & richer while there are those who go poorer & poorer.. Well I wish there is somebody out there who has really won the $1.5m and can share his or her experience.. Hey don't worry nobody is going to borrow from you.